Should I go to Cape Cod for the summer? Bipolar?

I am also having trouble with the same thing. We have another house in the Cape and my anxiety is bad and I like staying home. But at the same time I want to be able to go out and do things too. Like get a job in the Cape and stay there during the summer and have fun. I would say that when the time comes, whatever you're feeling just do. If you go, you can always go home. Or if you stay home, you can always go hang with your friends down there. Maybe you can spend half the summer at home and half in the Cape? Sometimes, I ask my self what it would be like if I chose option 1. Like, would I have regrets about going or would I like it? Pretend you chose the first one. You're set on doing it. How do you feel about it? Any regrets? If you're iffy about it, then it was probably not the right choice. But do whatever you feel is right. I myself, would probably stay home but that's just me, lol. I would stay home and wait until I was fully ready so then when I go to the Cape I can give it my all :) I'm not sure if I helped, haha I seem to be just rambling on. But anyways, good luck! :)