Reunite with bf after few months without looking pathetic?

last year, ive been talking to this guy over internet. hes SO sweet and we've been talking for almost about a year (subtract 6 or 7 months) because i dumped him when he wanted to marry this girl. we dont believe in online relationships and the only reason we had one is because we were too much inlove to ignore that fact that we've never met in person or talk to eahother on the phone. thats why he had another girl. i didnt mind because on his facebook, twitter and stuff he always wrote about me. and he said he loved me more than her but what i dont get that is if he loved me more than her, why wud hemarry her? then i dumped him becuase of that and i thought that was the stupidest thing ever cuz if i didnt HE wud be married to ME right now. so i broke down acouple times texting him on how much i miss him even though i felt pathetic saying all of it. now fate has brought us back together because i saw him again on tagged and i was willing to messager him but then again, in othr words i would be willing to loo pathetic again. i just couldnt let go of him, he let me talk bout things bfs wudnt let u talk about like my period, or getting sick or how much u love somebody else like a family member or a friend. i miss him alot and want to get back with him. i miss his texts at 7 am sharp everymorning on weeknights, saying goodnight to him at 12pm..he has a sleeping disorder btw, and actually talking to somebody other than a bestfriend. someone whose willing to help. anyways..i shouldnt type anymore..i might be boring you. please tell me witch option is best to bring us back together. having a friend bring us together?(my friend adding him as a friend and he'll see my comments on here wall) or maybe just doing it myself? (me looking pathetic again) PLEASE HELP!! i love him and i know he loves me too...he still has my sign pic i made him on his ipod...lol helppppp